I went to JYP auditions on Tuesday but i'm posting now since i didn't have time for the past two days. =P I went with the same 2 friends that i went to SM auditions with. 8D Let's call one of them f1 and the other f2.

I was #112~ XD I swear JYP is so much more nerve-racking than SM. Probably cause you have to be on a stage alone. I did worse than how i did at SM. *disappointed* I partly blame that staff worker; the one who was wearing the gray Ecko sweater, white cap and sunglasses. Why? Because out of all the auditions, he was suddenly there when it was my group's... LOL. Before, i always saw him in the waiting room but suddenly, he was in the audition room when it was my group's turn. I found him cute so i got extra nervous since he was there. That's not even what i'm fml-ing about. It's the fact that f1 said she saw him take off his sunglasses and it turns he has really small eyes. She said he's not cute without sunglasses. T__T" f1 and i were eyeing him thought he was so cute. DX Well, in my mind, he's still cute since i never saw him without his sunglasses but ya... *sigh*
( lol + rant )

SM auditions were today! I actually went, with two of my friends. We got there at 11:54 and i think when we got there. They didn't even have the posters put up yet. Speaking of posters, i couldn't get one. T_T" By the time i realized they were handing it out, it was too late. Only a few people got posters. I swear this girl got like 5...D=< I overheard the guy near me and he said "People were fighting for the posters." ><" At least everyone got a booklet so i guess that counts as a constellation present. The booklet basically includes SM's history and pictures of their artists, nothing new or anything though.


OMFG, ONE OF THE GUYS IN MY GROUP MADE IT~. My friend who's still at the place just called me and said they were looking for T33 aka, the guy. It was obvious he'll make it since the judges actually talked to him, they asked him about his background, etc. Then they told him to come in the middle and told him to lift his hair up. I felt like such a jerk cause when he put his hands back down, his hair stayed that way and i lol-ed a bit. >< Later on, we stayed a little and saw him walk with a lady who worked there. I think they like him mostly for his looks though.... He's korean, has really pretty eyes, and sorta looked like Nichkhun. I think he was at least 23 years old though. =S

Overall, this was a good experience and i got to see quite a lot of okay-looking guys. ;D I thought the staff memebers were really nice but sometimes the two judges were mean to certain people. I saw them laughing sometimes and once, one of them were pretending to ask something while covering her face with the paper. I feel sorry for the people who got laughed at...=/

The JYP audition is on tuesday! I better get a poster this time! x.x'

Omg, what, JYP people came to my school today to hand out stuff about the audition! Why didn't they come to the 2nd floor?! T_T

MAMA just doesn't compare to MKMF. Last year's was so epic. I don't know how many times i watched the BB + Hyori perf. *o* I was looking forward to Korean Dream this year but even that wasn't 'wow' enough for me. I thought Beast did alright for the cover of Lies but i'm guessing they weren't confident since they kept the music in the background. =/ I don't know why but i never love any cover of Lies except for when its BB singing it. Also, what is this?! i heard Lollipop was at MAMA? LOL, i want to see what they were doing there... But honestly, as mean as this may sound, i wish someone was was representing cpop. I would've even preferred F4 over Lollipop. >< I still haven't finished watching all the perfs from MAMA so i'll probably do so tomorrow if i have time.

Grats to 2PM for winning best male and best artist. ='D They definitely deserve it since they worked so hard. I only wish Jay was there to accept the award as well. I think i saw 2NE1 tearing up during 2PM's award acceptance. Such sweet girls.(Congrats to 2NE1 as well. <3) I think GD was one of the first to stand up and clap when 2PM won. XD

I'm so used to hearing GD sing heartbreater but K.Will did a great job on chocolate. Wheesung is amazing. I would never be able to do sorry sorry alone. It's such a hard song to sing without others singing with you. I lol-ed a bit seeing him do Lachata though. xD

SM auditions tomorrow...er...later on today! Won't make it for sure but hope they'll give out free posters or something...LOL.

WEDDING DRESS IS OUT. I just knew i'll love it. I loved it in the Where U At teaser already. x.x' Omg, it sounds amazing.

There has been a lot of YB love around in my school lately too, LOL. My friend got a new phone so i wanted too look at it. Once i slid it up, i saw a YB wallpaper. I guessed she liked him anyways since i saw "Only look at me" on her personal message on MSN before. Today before my accounting test(which i probably failed btw), this guy friend of mine suddenly started singing "where u at~". Turns out he's been watching IRIS lately too... He said "TOP is so cool." I swear he never even knew their names before so it made me happy. There's so many people in my school who likes YB. The more BB love the better right? xD

Such a shame YB isn't my bias. xD

I was suppose to spaz about the new 2PM album and GD's "A Boy" MV today but MSN is such an ass. It tells me to update to the newest version so i tried to. I've been trying for 5 hours now but it always says "Error". Ugh, i dont' even know why it wont' work. =.=

Now i can't enjoy 2PM's new album. D= By the way, i never expected JYP to name the album "1:59PM".....
*dead*

Yesterday in biology class, we had someone come in to talk about the animal kingdoms. =D We got to touch an umbrella cockatoo, chinchilla, rat, african pygmy hedgehog, domestic ferret, short-tail opposum, giant african milipede(this one looked sorta freaky), mexican red knee tarantula, crested gecko(lizard), sulcata tortoise and ball python. She also brought in an argentina tegu and whites(yes, its plural) tree frog but we couldn't touch them. They supposedly get angry easily. xD I got to say i loved the chincilla the most, it's so adorable. <3

I went to a bday party today and the first thing i said was "i know this song!" Why? Because it was "Tired of Waiting"~ The guys were on the computer and they were playing it. They also played I Was Crazy for You, Let Me Hear Your Voice and Wheesung's Insomnia. Haha, asianfied schools are awesome. This made the kpop fangirl in me happy. =P

Speaking of 2PM... They're kiling me these days. x.x' I'm seriosuly phsyced for their comeback now. I was excited before but now i'm estastic after hearing the end of the teaser. I can tell the song will be epic already. Junho bb was so hot. So much nipplesfanservice in the teasers too. 8D Seriously though, Junsu looked so different. It could be the makeup but i doubt the makeup will change him that much. He reminded me of Rain when i saw him. O.o'

School sucks right now. I have so much crap on Tuesday. Accounting homework, english essay, biology homework, and my biology fungi lab are all due. Not to mention i have a Brave New World CH.6-10 test, and an accounting quiz that day too. T_T

*dies*
2PM's song is finally out~ I think my bias is making love the song more than i actually do. I just missed them so much. ='D I'll love 2PM even if Jay isn't there anymore, but of course, it'll be better if Jay was. I'm deciding whether or not if this will make a good ringtone... It's upbeat and everything but then it seems sorta sad. Also, i just changed my ringtone to Bom yesterday. =X

Now i don't have to wake up earlier or stay up late to hear the song. 8D
I said this on omona but omg, i'll so kill someone *cough JYP cough* if the title song was called "I'm Back." I'll be angry and happy at the same time. >.>'

Look at what i got a few days ago! Yay, cheap merchandise is good. *thumbs up* I swear my friend is so unlucky, loll. She got the YB and TOP ones before i did but she had to pay more than i did. I didn't need to pay tax while she did. ><"
( karaoke spaz+rant )

While eating dinner today, my mom and i were watching a scary/thriller movie, a Korean movie called "The Phone". We watched it quite a few times before but it's good so we watched it again. Anyways, when it was about to show the 'ghost' for the first time in the movie, the DVD got stuck. I don't know whether to lol or be scared. ><" My mom's so funny, everytime when we're watchign a scary movie or when we jsut watched one, she decides to cook something like spaghetti to eat for dinner, LOL. ><"

I think i failed half of my Korean quiz today. I suck at writing so much. ><"

i like B2ST's Bad Girl MV so much~ The amount of AJ+his wink killed me. Lol at how they were singing "Down, down, gotta get down" yet they were doing a 'raise the roof' gesture. I don't get how that works but i'll pretend it's right. O.o' My friend kept on saying how Yo Seob reminds her of JYP and now i see it too. Thanks to her, i'll never look at him the same way ever again. Personally, i thought he reminded me of GD, the style, the clothes and all.

R.I.P. to MKMF. I hope it'll be replaced by something as epic. D=

Short post since i have to finish my accounting homework. I also realized i took accounting for nothing. I can't take calculus so i wont' be able to take grade.12 accounting next year. Therefore, this year of suffering from accounting will be pointless...I'm such a smart child....>.>'

I couldn't handle the boredom from Mandarin class so i switched to Korean instead. I took it since i know people in the class. This means next time i go karaoke with them, we can sing properly. 8D The bad thing about the class was there was 55 people and the classroom is so tiny... At least we'll be going to a bigger room next time. >< The people are so loud. One of them is so snobby too. She had a 2% drink with Taeyang on it so my friend and i decided to ask her where she got it from. She told us but she was giving us attitude like "Why on earth are you talking to me?" type of thing. I'm guessing she's sorta full of herself since she's 1 level higher than us. =_=

This also means I did the Thanksgiving assignment for no reason...T_T"

I haven't been all googly eyes over SHINee in a long time. It's weird that i'm hyped over a song with the title "Ring Ding Dong"...lol. It'll be hella awkward if someone asks you what you're listening to. At least they looked good in the MV. I never really like Jonghyun that much but i really like his new hairstyle. On the other hand, Minho needs a haircut. I have mixed feelings aobut Key's, it looks okay in some angles and weird in other angles... I don't care how the MV background and stuff fits in with the song but it was eye candy so i won't complain. I like the song+MV so much more than Juliette. XD

I can't wait until Taeyang's Wedding Dress comes out. I fell in love with it already after hearing the preview. x.x'

Today i helped out with my middle school's marathon by standing there to 'direct' the kids. I think my friend was about to murder a few of those kids, LOL. She kept on telling them to "Go, go go!" when there were cars at the intersection. I think i got dissed by a little kid whose not even taller than my shoulder height...>.>" I was being all supportive by going "Good job guys! Keep on going!" and that kid was like "Are you in high school?" I said "I dare you to come and say that to my face." but i dont' think he heard. He's lucky by the time he gets to high school, i'll be in college/university(i hope) or else! D=<

Ugh, i want to switch from Mandarin to Korean for my Saturday credit course so badly. My Mandarin teacher this year is so boring. On the first day of class, he gave us a Thanksgiving assignment. He expects us to write all of it in Chinese...>.>" I can't write that much so i got my mom to help me. xD I hope i'm still allowed to switch...

Oh ya, sorry about not commenting and stuff lately. I was occupied with school work. I'll try to comment on your post(s) this weekend!

SHAKING, CRYING AND SQUEALING.
JYP AUDITIONS IN TORONTO ON THE 24TH! Please let there be free posters like there sometimes is for SM! Speaking of which, SM is coming on the 21st. DX LOL, my friend and i seriously plan to go audition although we'll fail. xD

Honestly, when my friend and i saw on allkpop, all we could type was "WEUAEIORNKASDFNKLAWF" for 3 minutes+. I'm glad i'm finally coherent now and i can type without caps lock.  My hands are still cold from the shock.

How am i suppose to study for biology and accounting like this?!

I haven't watched anime in years but i just had to watch Inuyasha even though i have a truckload of accounting homework. The new season is finally out~ I didn't even know there was going to be a new season until a few months ago, LOL. I was so glad when i heard about it though since i hated how the anime ended during the previous season. I thought they were just gonna leave it like that aka a crappy ending. I couldn't catch up with this episode that well since i forgot so much already. It's been at least 3 years but they decide to continue where they left off. =X I was somewhat disappointed when they said its only 26 episodes. At least that means it'll end before exams start... I think. ><" It's just disappointing because i've been waiting for so long now. D= Oh ya, one last thing, I find that their old OPs/EDs were better. x.x'

This may get me to start watching anime again...lol.

I can't believe i watched French television yesterday. Fandoms make you do the craziest things. I watched Musiqueplus for GD. 8D The thing took forever to load but oh well, knowing GD was on Canadian TV makes me happy. Too bad my French is so mediocre so i couldn't understand what they were saying that well.

2PM flash mob tomorrow! I still don't know if i'm going yet but it seems like it'll be fun. I have Mandarin class tomorrow and i don't want to go alone. So it basically depends on if anyone's going with me. A few of my friends mostly can't go because it's Chinese New Year(LOL where did this come from?!)Chinese Festival thing tomorrow. Plus i have so much homework/tests this week...*sigh*

Ugh, Mandarin homework. =.= We're suppose to write the Chinese under the pinyins but i have no idea what some of these words are or how to write it. >=/ I sort of regret taking Mandarin this year cause it feels like i'll actually learn a lot this yearthe teacher is so strict+boring. Perhaps i should've taken Korean instead...

Oh, i forgot say lol to the French people for pronouncing "Kwon Ji Yong" as "Queen Ji Wong". I told my friend "lol, Queen Ji Wong" and she was like "What the heck is that?" I don't blame them for mistaking his name. It's hard to pronounce words from another language... Just like how i can't speak French...=.='''

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The thing about Jae-BombJay being on Seattle news thing made me go "...Are you serious?" It's sorta ironic that the banner was made to support Jay, but instead, it's getting him more attention? I hope no fns would go to his house to find him. I've actualyl been wondering who was the one closing the curtains? I doubt it was Jay but i'm curious. ><" This is such an inappropriate moment to laugh but i lol-ed so hard "Jae-Bomb". ><" I also want that NII sweater the girl was wearing. *o*

I haven't been into Family Outing for so long now, I missed laughging at the show. Episode 64 was hilarious. Maybe it's bias but i loved the entire episode. Seungri and his ambition never ceases to amuse me. Somehow, i have a feeling Seungri wanted to go to the market to see if anyone recognizes him, haha. It's just a feeling i have...XD  I think i laugh easily cause i broke into laughter almost everytime i heard BOF songs being played; ~Almost Paradise~ The relationship with Hyun Joong, Hyori and....poop also amuses me.

Now i'll go back to doing my accounting homework...T_T"

Remember how i complained that i missed my school trip? Luckily, i got to go on Wednesday. I'm sorta glad i went on Wednesday since there were more people i know who went. xD I was suppose to upload the pictures on my computer today but i forgot so i'll upload them another day. Don' expect too much from the pictures though, i lack a camera. D= Well my mom has one of those cameras where you need film but i refuse to bring that out, LOL. Overall, the zoo trip was fun but really tiring. The most memorable moment is probably seeing my friend dance to After School's AH(again). Seeing her dance is always hilarious, it's like seeing Jo Kwon dance. Yes, Jo Kwon from 2AM. In an attempt to explain it, just imagine Jo Kwon trying to krump.

IAPs class was so awkward... We were all doing independent work and suddenly my friend says "Do you hear Haru Haru?" It turns out one of the guys in our class was playing it out loud from his phone. Although he's Chinese, i dont' think he listens to Chinese music, let alone Korean music. When the teacher heard, she told him to turn it off. The most awkward part is he tried to stand up(rofl i didn't mean it to be a pun) for them. x.x He said "But this is IAPs class, by listen to Korean music, we're learning about their culture!" He also had Lies. In the end, the teacher made him turn it off anyways. Racist! How dare you mess with my fandom! From what i know, he's been playing Haru Haru and Lies non-stop lately. I'm proud of him~ Come to think of it, there's actually a quite a lot of people who know of or listen to BB in my school. There was also a time where i was doing homework during lunch time and i heard Make Love~ Asian infected schools rock. 8D

A few days ago, mihimelody posted the cutest/saddest 2pm picture. T__T" Anyways, i saved it and today i played around with it in photoshop. I want to use it as my MSN scene but i can't decide which version to use. For one of them, i put "2PM" and the other i put "7=1". Wanna help me choose one? X]
( I still suck at PS but at least i tried =/ )

Poll #1462664 Choisi!
Open to: Friends, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 12

Which one do you like better?

My old resources page was so messed up i had to make a new one. T_T" Well, here are the resources used to the sig/banner/scene w/e you like to call it.

*after school*
Friend: Where were you today?
Me: What do you mean?
Friend: You weren't at the zoo trip(for IAPs).
Me: You're joking right... Isn't that on Wednesday?
Friend: No...it was today. I just got back.
Me: You liar, it's on Wednesday!
Friend: No! See! I have proof! *points to lollipop and asks some other guy in our class*
Me: Oh shit, you fucking serious?
Other person: Ms.teacherwhoi'llprobablybepissedatforawhile was looking for you. I even called you!
Me: Oh crap... I called you back!
Other person: I didn't get your call.

Ugh, to sum it up, i missed my class trip. =.= I saw that my friend in the same class was here so i didn't expect anything to be wrong... FML, i just wasted $15 on nothing. I can swear the teacher said WEDNESDAY. On the sheet i saw "Departure date: Wednesday 24th" but apparently....the blob above that said "Monday 21st". What is this fuckery? T_T So my friend who is in the same dilemma as i went to ask the teacher 10 mins after i did and the teacher said "The other teacher won't accept you guys". There's no refund either... I'm gonna go try to persuade the teacher tomorrow cause i find myself more persuasive than my friend and that teacher(the one who won't accept us) was my english teacher last year. She was also my favourite teacher too. I also doubt that there is 'no more room on the bus' cause there's ALWAYS room left on the bus. =_= The saddest thing is i woke up at 6am today. I could've made it to the trip. I got to school at 8:16. T__T"

I used to laugh at my friend since this sorta thing only happens to her... Such irony...T_T Today is one of my worst days ever... The school trip, Jay's message, finding out that GD smokes(still not certain if he smokes since the cigarettes look sorta fake to me...) and GD's plagiarizing issue... I still haven't watched the Breathe MV yet.

      So in my group of friends, there's this one girl that almost all of us dislikes. She used to be our friend but she did so much crap. to make things simple, let's just say she's two-faced. Lately, she's been hanging out with us again although she knows we dont' like her? =X Anyways, the main point of my post is LOL. All of us always wondered why her boyfriend hasn't dumped her yet. (I hate to say this but her boyfriend was a crush of mine back then *slaps myself for having horrible taste*) During lunch, my friend asked him "Why aren't you with your girlfriend?" He replied, "Well....She's boring." To those who are reading this might think "That's all?", to me this is GOLD. Thank you karma. That's what she gets for using people to get 'popular'. In the process, she adbandoned her best friend. =/

My mom pointed out to me that 2PM was in Singtao(Chinese newspaper) yesterday. x.x' It was talking about Jay leaving 2PM and how Hottests are sitting outside, boycotting, etc. I think its my first time seeing them in the newspaper...I didn't expect their first time to be cause of this. T_T" I wanted to comment on the article written by Jay's family friend or w/e but i think i had too many sad 2PM posts already this month. I'll just keep it to myself before i annoy the hell out of you guys. ><"
( Do you guys notice something wrong with the pictures? )

I got my friend addicted to Super Girl, lol. She was refusing to download it earleir but she caved in today. 8D